today saw her again but think she din see me so i nvr call her oso quite sad... but sometimes feel that its better to juz see her then to get rejected then it will be embarassed to see her... :(

after mark simp then run otu go find darius they all le but wtf they playing halfway then be4 i could even play start to rain le then bo bian lor go FC5 talk talk while waiting for tr to end class then go play basketball and eat dinner... been long since we really go out stuff juz isn't the same anymore, life juz goes on...

then later go redhill market makan le then go play basketball still dun have that day that kind of form dunnoe y so imbal oso but at least my layout getting better althought its different from how ppl do it but at least can go in rite lol

then learn alot from desmond about basketball... he really noe alot think becoz he used to be a basketball player till some incident happen which i will not talk much about

so thats about all bah hope i can have a bit more self confidence this christmas and some miracle will happen this year i already skipped 17 christmas plz let this be a super good one to make up for everything i miss in these years...