well going to start work in a few hours time damn sianz when i heard i am going to work alone in an unfamiliar place knowing nothing at all and praying nothing goes wrong.
anyway i will be working at Jurong Point so if got time please come visit me all are welcome.
Signing Off @ Thursday, May 31, 2007
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well for once i am not working in IT show but going for a new job as a camera seller =/
Notice that all sales training is the same, they teach u to be hypocripe(dunnoe how to spell)and close the sales at all cost lol.
after working so many of these fair i have reached a conclusion...
nvr trust a saleperson when he or she is working =/
probably only 1 in a 10million word they say would be true lol
i think it probably wasn't me...
but i think i shouldn't drag this anymore,
i should finally make a move or at least confess to her somehow.
whatever the outcome would be i must learn to accept for the world is not for me and only me and my world had slowly revolve around yours although it is probably just a small star among the many.
probably mine isn't one that even shine but well i hope that i would be able to become a sun where u can rely on for warmth.
will this be just a dream or something that will one day be true...
Signing Off @ Tuesday, May 29, 2007
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went to vivo with dave, turong, desmond, darius and bought a new nike bball shoe at 40% discount. nvr really like nike shoes becoz of my bad experiences in the pass but well its one of the cheapest and nicest i can find as compared to adidas which design like limited or price too expensive =/
desmond got himself a new shirt that look like bangla painter black shirt spilled all over with paint lol
darius couldn't get anything coz he came too late
oya and we also met xiawen there with his family lol and we stalked him all the way till he left his family to come talk to us lol
went to see a particular blog and saw the post there.
quite confused
is it talking about me
or am i not the only 1 that likes her
most probably is the later.
well she is so pretty
but wad if it was me,
is it that she noes?
how did she noes?
i dun noe...
neither do i have the courage to ask.
sometimes i really feel that i am such a coward
but i am nvr good at these stuff...
wad shld i do now
shld i ask?
shld i wait and see?
wad shld i really do...
Signing Off @ Monday, May 28, 2007
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Well i juz had a few of wadever and anything i and well i discover a few stuff
for 1 anything is -random carbonated drinks and whatever is -random non-carbonated drinks
in the case of whatever if u want to drink the drink of ur choice or in order word a flawed in their -random system is well the ingredient side. have a look(well maybe not that clear but at least can see that they have different ingredient rite)
well for one of them is some fruit tea and the other chrysetheum tea =/
therefore if u really wanna -random ur drinks get anything and if u wanna bet with ur friend as to what drinks is in it get whatever and u shall be rich
Signing Off @ Saturday, May 26, 2007
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juz tried the function in desmond's friendster the wad celebrity look alike thingy and well they said i look 72% like jay zhou =/ then maybe if put wj picture in may be 99% lol and well there are lots more that they said i look like but well who cares most of them i dun even recognize lol
well actually ytd during my birthday the one msg that i wanted to received most din come which is quite sad, and well i had lived for 19 years already and realise that birthday wish will nvr come true well for 1 my ps 2 i wish for last time didn't came and even now with ps3 coming in...
but really i wish my this years wish would come true...
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well the clock juz strikes 12 happy birthday to myself :)
Signing Off @ Friday, May 25, 2007
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today went to swim with yh, leon, dd and guang at guang's hse. then meet at 12 lor at Lot 1 to have our early lunch at mac while waiting for leon.
then head out to swim then start to drizzle then we start to sianz½ heng in the end nvr rain lol so we go swim lor but then my flu prevented to swim long distand coz kinda hard to breathe in the air
then later go jacuzzi damn shiok lol then got 2 gal walk by then dd go the the bush behind the jacuzzi to see where the gal walk to sun tan lol then when we wanna go liao dd went to see again then the 2 gal walk pass us LOL then they were like staring at dd lol i think he damn ps lol
then later go slack awhile more at the pool then went bathe have lunch at lot 1 in a sucky restaurant expensive and sux lol shld had go for kfc lor much better lol but then yh sick =/
then go home liao lor
rite now waiting for Dota game...
Signing Off @ Wednesday, May 23, 2007
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emo wad is emo...
a feeling that always comes to me.
why do i have it so frequently?
i dun really noe
is it a disease?
if it is, it must be a really serious wan...
it makes me unable to smile,
nothing in the world seems important when it comes,
leaving only sadness.
below is something that has been hiding in my heart for very long...
i didn't noe it was this hard to forget,
i wish i nvr saw u so that i wouldn't be charmed by ur beauty,
so that i would nvr be so miserable,
everytime i tried to forget about you,
i would see ur msn pops up,
or i would see u when i open up my friendster,
when i walk pass fc 6,
despite trying very hard to look at u,
u juz seem to appear everywhere.
the last pool camp i tot i would go and see u once again,
and try to forget about u after that
but i couldn't make it there,
and i couldn't forget bout u,
even though i had nvr confessed to u,
i wanted very much for u to noe,
but i just couldn't bring myself to it,
only becoz i noe i am not good enuf.
i nvr had the charisma nor the looks,
therefore i would nvr have the confident to say that i love u,
because ur every movement and every action seem so heavenly.
if only i had not met u,
maybe i would be living a better life,
but i dun regret meeting u,
because only after i saw u,
i realise that the world doesn't revolve for me,
but for the sake of every1.
because if the world revolve around me,
you would be in my arm...
i noe i am very emo but i cant help it,
it juz came to be every now and then,
like a disease that i can nvr get rid of,
if only there is a cure...
Signing Off @ Monday, May 21, 2007
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okay time to forget all the unhappy stuff for awhile and focus on my birthday tis friday haha any1 free can pei me? lol
Signing Off @ Tuesday, May 15, 2007
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blogger screwed up... feeling damn down i am going to go poor soon but i dun fucking care
i dun understand y my dad can sacrifice so much for me and my family
honestly it is a wake up call for me
also today is the first time i cried is a very long while its like overflowing and i cant stop it
this thing is something fucking complicated and no1 can understand probably
and my family is all fine
so dun think too much into it
i juz need to find somewhere to type this out or i will probably go crazy
Signing Off @ Tuesday, May 08, 2007
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something wrong with my blogger anyway today went to sentosa
quite fun then go vivo eat
then got some cb ginna ah beng come di siao
then we went home details is for 18 and above due to sensitive issue and since this blog is open to public so it shall not be mentioned
Signing Off @ Sunday, May 06, 2007
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this day i got my official licence but i am not a bit happy
i shld be happy but i am not
trust me not 1 bit
i feel sad
right into the core
this feeling completely overtook the happiness that was suspose to be there
i guess some might know why
and this sadness is slowly growing, overflowing
its no1 fault that it came to this
but well thats me
a average guy
too average that will nvr stand out
if u were to go to orchard there will probably be dozens of people like me walking around
sometimes i wish i am a little special
juz a bit will do
to give me something to identify myself in the crowd
to give me some confident to tell myself i am not the same
to give me a sense of identity
to allow me to tell the world i am who i am
i am the one and only in the world
and only then would i retrieve the confident that was robbed from me
when i realise i am nothing more then a average guy in this big world
living in a small country with a boring life
that might even remain boring till the day i die
Signing Off @ Friday, May 04, 2007
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went to watch spiderman 3 with daniel, yh, bobo and gf, drk and gf, jiaxian and alex, w00tz zai movie knn green goblin owns lol nice animation and all especially the one for sandman transformation. its beyond godlike man lol
after that went to help jia xian play dota against his rival company lol
alex use qop
jiaxian use zeus
yh use sk
dd use enchantress
i use morphling
opponent
viper
vs
sa
thd
ns
see their hero like not bad and their micro oso not bad at least for the viper lol which is in my lane we keep deny each other but well i went round killing and let jiaxian farm at mid which is partly my mistake since viper ulti = very pain for zeus but luckily after my round killing i start to get rich lol and alex oso going gay and finally we decided to engage da viper which have very zai item but well he is still only 1 hero lol the rest of his team got pawnd to much lol so guess wad we won lol
the score different is sibei great as in kill and death
only their viper had a positive score lol
i have 19-6 i think alex have 13-4 or something lol
viper is not bad oso have around 11-5 i thnk
lol
sibei nice game lucky we are able to drag it due to jiaxian spam and yh sacrifice and epic them lol
Signing Off @ Wednesday, May 02, 2007
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finally bought a new set of basketball clothing my old wan really a lot of hole liao lol
today wanted to go play pool de but sadly the shopping trip with my mum was too long and only reach home at 12 zzz so well bo bian tml then go play bah. very long nvr play liao oso...
heard friday is pool club camp half of me wanna go half dun wan =/
so if got ppl accompany me go then i will go
still must ask xz oso he got the final decision lol
Signing Off @ Tuesday, May 01, 2007
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