emo wad is emo...
a feeling that always comes to me.
why do i have it so frequently?
i dun really noe
is it a disease?
if it is, it must be a really serious wan...
it makes me unable to smile,
nothing in the world seems important when it comes,
leaving only sadness.
below is something that has been hiding in my heart for very long...
i didn't noe it was this hard to forget,
i wish i nvr saw u so that i wouldn't be charmed by ur beauty,
so that i would nvr be so miserable,
everytime i tried to forget about you,
i would see ur msn pops up,
or i would see u when i open up my friendster,
when i walk pass fc 6,
despite trying very hard to look at u,
u juz seem to appear everywhere.
the last pool camp i tot i would go and see u once again,
and try to forget about u after that
but i couldn't make it there,
and i couldn't forget bout u,
even though i had nvr confessed to u,
i wanted very much for u to noe,
but i just couldn't bring myself to it,
only becoz i noe i am not good enuf.
i nvr had the charisma nor the looks,
therefore i would nvr have the confident to say that i love u,
because ur every movement and every action seem so heavenly.
if only i had not met u,
maybe i would be living a better life,
but i dun regret meeting u,
because only after i saw u,
i realise that the world doesn't revolve for me,
but for the sake of every1.
because if the world revolve around me,
you would be in my arm...
i noe i am very emo but i cant help it,
it juz came to be every now and then,
like a disease that i can nvr get rid of,
if only there is a cure...
