well was thinking about my secondary school life today =/

while in secondary school i still remembered how me and my friends use to gather together during our break and talk and laugh together.

me at that time would be very afraid of being alone being quite a shy guy and all. i would take a very long time just to be able to make friend with someone.

then after that we graduated and came the 6 month of work...

there were happy and unhappy moment then the first few day of work was unbearable being alone in a totally new environment not having any friends at all. i tot i would never survive then but well i did and even pulled one of my friend into the job.
(in case some of u are wondering i use to work at tiong's popular during the long o lvl break)

i know people there and being a retail assistant i started trying out different stuff. some i tot i would nvr be able to accomplish. during that job period i would change over once in a while being curious at what other department was doing i would go and help them thus learning some skills.

thus sometime i would be in the cashier or keying in purchase/returns order and even stock takes.

after that came poly life, something even newer weirder...

i came in contact with very different people, people u would nvr imagine you would come in contact with. encountered conflicts handled peer pressure and i feel that i am slowly progressing, changing...

me now is quite independent at least i feel that way. people who know me in the past would probably know that i would never do anything alone. Nothing...

okay maybe i still like people accompany cause well i don't like being alone but i can handle stuff pretty well even if i am alone. i no longer wait for people to do stuff, if they dun wan then so be it, do myself lor( of course this doesn't apply to everything, juz some stuff)

i realize that i cannot make people feel the way i feel and neither will i feel what they feel, learning to accommodate, learning to adapt faster.

and after saying all these i feel that times moves very fast, i am already like 19 and they are still lots of stuff i haven tried because of well how humji i am in the past not saying i am not now i am still quite hum but not as much as in the past

ever since coming to poly stuff just happen around me and alot of stuff learn and the end of poly life is ending soon too since already year 3 liao like 1 more year go army...

dunnoe what will happen then also but well no point thinking to much also lol

this time round i like type too much stuff liao and might be in a mess too since i am juz typing what ever i am thinking right now lol