ok i relise that its a bad decision end of story lol

I don't know if you even know my blog existed or you even know I like you but this is wad I have to say. I know I cannot move on until i do. Even now I have not forgotten about you but I know I have been forgotten. It is always so hard to love someone and so hard to forget.

From the first day i saw you at pool club 2 year ago i am mesmerized. I added you on friendster and always thinking of how to get to know you. Then I saw u at orchard. When the lift door close my heart stopped with it. Its like fate and yet i did not cherish it.

The first time i work with you, i wanted to tell you so much yet i am so shy. My body just reacted differently from wad my heart wants. I wanted to tell you the moment I saw you at tiong's mac yet i couldn't. I just couldn't.

After that i had another chance. When i gave u that chocolate i tot of a million ways of telling u how much i like u. but when you came, my body reacted differently again. the card on that chocolate was meant for my thought bout u. but in the end, it is empty. my hand just refused to write how i feel on it.

After that i juz wanted to let you know i existed. I knew i could never tell u. yet it is a terrible feeling. it just made it worst. everytime i saw you, it makes me feel like I am the worst person in the whole world. Just 3 simple words and it could not leave my mouth. Everytime i saw you, i avoided looking at you and speaking to u. not because i do not want to but i could not.

Now that i am graduating, i could not help but feel regrets and i as i am typing this, i am still regretting.

If you did happen to see this. I do not ask for more and i know i should not. For i am not worthy and till i am. I hope we can still be friends.

p.s sis if you happen to see this please treat it like u have not saw this. thx.