This week have been pretty slack and boring.... nothing much happen... nothing much to say...

but because nothing much happen... i feel like i have wasted another week...

2 day in the week already and i am feeling so bored...

really miss going out with friends etc... but working really make me very lazy...

go home surf net, watch anime, play game, sleep...

nothing much to do anymore...

ok this sux lol...

i should try to improve the week... but how...

today adrian going to leave the company and its his last day here... damn sad for another car owner to leave the company... no more drive out lunch sobx...

jus kiding lol but seriously he is a fun guy and i enjoyed working with him... full of lame stuff as well lol...

till now he still haven tell us where he going next... must be poach and having a damn high pay wan...

hope he can leave on time on his new job lol...

on my project side... still no defect raised... it is a very bad sign...

point being if no defect can only be 2 scenario...

1st is they are not doing their job properly and is doing tester at a very slow pace...

2nd is our ST is really too hiong and no defect is discovered which is quite unlikely.... actually not that unlikely with shwajuan around LOL...

ok i did not just type that XD

anyway still trying to plan a oversea trip on my birthday despite not having really asked anyone yet lol... hope still can book lol but may like going to be holiday oso so hope not very high lol...

despite everything life still must go on...

anyway just collected my mario kart ytd lol... Damn fun man haha too bad my TV set is only 29" and is quite small... so when playing multi player like cannot see properly especially when there is 3 or more player...

it is still ok with 2 player since the screen is only slice in half... enjoyed some of the new power ups and the cool map interface... best of all the controls haha luv it... but of course the manual drift is the best haha.... dun get how my sis and her bf can use auto lol

imagine not being able to turn more then 45 degree to the right or left because it will be start to drift and once u turn back it stop...

so hard to make power slide to boast speed... but overall damn fun a game and i recommend everyone who have a wii to buy that game haha.... remember to share the friend code as well haha can play together :D

Tree
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The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal.

I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.

She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend.
The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.

I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.

During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf
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During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that or a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be described by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.

I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.

Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay

Wind
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Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.

Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away

It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree

I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Something to share
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A philosophy professor stood before his class and had some items
in front of him. When class began, wordlessly he picked up a large
empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks right to
the top, rocks about 2" diameter.

He then asked the students if the jar was full? They agreed that
it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them
into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course,
rolled into the open areas between the rocks. The students laughed.

He asked his students again if the jar was full? They agreed that
yes, it was.

The professor then picked up a box of sand and poured it into the
jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.

"Now," said the professor, "I want you to recognize that this is
your life. The rocks are the important things - your family, your
partner, your health, your children - anything that is so important
to you that if it were lost, you would be nearly destroyed.

The pebbles are the other things in life that matter, but on a
smaller scale. The pebbles represent things like your job, your
house, your car.

The sand is everything else. The small stuff.

If you put the sand or the pebbles into the jar first, there is
no room for the rocks. The same goes for your life. If you spend
all your energy and time on the small stuff, material things, you
will never have room for the things that are truly most important.

Pay attention to the things that are critical in your life. Play
with your children. Take your partner out dancing.

There will always be time to go to work, clean the house, give a
dinner party and fix the disposal." Take care of the rocks first -
the things that really matter.

Set your priorities. The rest is just pebbles and sand.

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An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do
nothing?"
The eagle answered: "Sure, why not."So, the rabbit sat on the ground below
the eagle and rested.
All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Management Lesson - To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting
very, very high up.

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A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the
top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy.
"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull.
"They're packed with nutrients."
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough
strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating
some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night,
the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree. He was promptly
spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.
Management Lesson - Bull**** might get you to the top, but it won't keep you
there.

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A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird
froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a
cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in
the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and
soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to
investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile
of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.
Management Lesson - 1) Not everyone who ****s on you is your enemy. 2) Not
everyone who gets you out of **** is your friend. 3) And when you're indeep
****, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

ok guess what haha, after quite some time, we bring back the intern payday dinner haha...

maybe not intern anymore haha. lets call it contractor payday dinner haha...

ok this time round when to the Indulge at The Cathay

-Restaurant Link-

Ok this restaurant is not too bad... food is nice and etc, just that maybe the service is not quite up there yet anyway

Lets see what we ate haha

ok first up is the drinks haha

From right - left
Wiki, Snow White, Sweet Blossom, Snow White(ok repeat XD)


Guess which is mine haha


























Ok i drank this

Sweet Blossom


Ok done with the drinks...

Time to try the shops appetizer...

As recommended by this site

we had this

Crispy Prawn Tossed Garlic Mayo & Sunflower Seeds


ok that is not bad haha next up the pumpkin curry haha...

ok i am quite skeptic about the name at first... however the name can be deceiving, it is actually damn nice haha a must try

Pumpkin Curry


Ok all of the above is only starter haha main course up next :D

Lets first see what daniel is having haha

ok he had some delicious looking cray fish pasta


Next up we have shwajuan ordering the NZ mussels pasta


Omg man that look quite delicious too haha

ok last but not least me and szechong's Grilled Rib-Eye w/ Mushroom Braised



Ok the steak is too good to be through haha

anyway if you guyz think that is all, think again haha coz desert is coming up...

ok to be honest i forgot whats its called but the name quite long haha

The desert was normal normal only to be frank haha


Ok the desert was the last stop then we spend some time chatting and went arcade to shoot some basketball then went home haha....

-End-

After the unsuccessful oversea trip the other time, it has inspire me to create a new trip on my birthday. However I know some will not be able to join me haha but i guess its ok. I just wanna really go enjoy the beaches and really relax.

Anyway my birthday is on the 25th of May and i would organize it soon and i would try to reduce the cost as must as posible as many would know that timing is quite popular however i am not very sure haha

and also i noticed that some will be going into NS earlier like alwin and while in NS, going oversea would be fairly troublesome as alot of stuff had to be done. What i really wanna archieve from this is actually to meet up with most of my friends as after poly, each of us have different stuff to do.

some will be working while other will continue studying. time to meet up is close to nothing now and it is really quite sad if we lose touch because of this haha.

ok i might be exagerating haha but well haha if i nvr exagerate then the one typing will be some1 other then me haha.

anyway i would like to get an early response but haha i know my blog is dying out haha so if you happen to come to my blog please help me spread this around haha... i wanna settle this before this month end :D

anyway the ideal location will be phuket, redang, tioman. Of course nothing is fix till the ticket is purchased and i welcome any suggestion which

1) will not cause overbudget
2) must be a beach
3) not stupid and imposible

i guess that is about all haha feel free to drop me an email to indicate ur attendance or simply leave a tag haha.

Thanks.

Today i hate a really bad start... damn sian.

I went out for work as usual today and realise that i did not wear my specs....

then i went on train and decided to play with my ds then noticed that my DS pouch is empty... left my DS at home when i played it ytd night...

came to office then realise that somehow the file i asked for deployment is the same as daniel... seriously today had a very bad start man haha. hopefully later on will be better.

looking back when i haven even enter poly, stuff like creating a simple calculator tools can kill me and java is like a stranger to me...

now i am working, java is like easier now, nothing seems imposible as what the client want is most probably what they are going to receive so well, google became the best tools for programming.

everything that dunnoe or dun understand just google it haha...

anyway, daniel just joined the company yesterday, think he is still coping haha, things are just starting up for my current project anyway. Submitted yonghe's resume as well le, not sure if they have called him yet. Dun think it will be so soon anyway cause have to settle some stuff for another project first according to the management.

life seems to pass slowly for me, I tend to have more flashback of all the memories in poly and in secondary school... more thoughts of the future... and less time to spend with friends...

But well now that i am working, i feel that working is not as hard as what every had told me. Although the responsibility is there, stuff are quite reasonable distributed and that the bond between the team is quite strong. Working together with them won't feel so stress and in fact it is quite enjoyable haha.

Later will be meeting desmond(diver) at aloha loyang for a short gathering bah since have to work tomorrow as well...