finally been through csb, not as hard as i imagine maybe its becoz i got my man around haha.

had my loneliest christmas this year... miss the celebration ytd... too tired haha plus the blister and abrasion...

as time goes by, i feel more and more like i am loosing touch with the outside world... there are to many movies i wanna watch, so many things i wanna do... but it seems like its harder and harder get ppl together...

it is time like this that i think back to poly life, working life... freedom... how i yearn for it to return to me and yet i know it would elude me for this 2 years in my life... lucky for me i have already been through more than half of it.

i kinda got used to it abit, but i know ultimately its not what i want... how i wish life would resume its normal flow... being able to control my schedule better and not having to worry about the random screw up that can happen... weekend[the very last of my freedom] being taken away...