it been like 2 yr since i get tis feeling n i got it again 6 month back n i can tell u it really is tortmenting...

maybe its suspose to feel good but for me, how shld i put it i am rather hum if u put it in a bad way...

everytime i saw her my heart will skipped a beat and everytime i try to talk to her my word cant seem to make sense...

ever since the first time i saw her...

if only i nvr did...

everytime i try to talk to her i cant and it really been a long time since i talk to her...

that feeling sux seriously...

i really wanted to tell her in the face that well i like her this 3 simple words but i cant

i cant even speak properly when she is around...

my only way of expressing this feeling is thru here although i know it is really no point but i just wanna have some place to express my feeling...

i really dun wanna regret not telling her and also i dun wanna be rejected and not being able to see her again...

and to suffer this for 6 month, i dun even know how i manage it through...

i really dunnoe wat to do anymore...