paiseh abit emo so have to blog... some stuff are never meant to be forgotten or rather can nvr be forgotten... sometimes i seriously doubt my own personality... i can't stand being alone yet i detest crowd because I can't communicate well...

the world is a weird thing... or rather human is a weird creature... we always strive hard to get what we want yet when we get them we feel empty... when we dun get them we will feel sad however we nvr stop dreaming of getting what we want...

i personally enjoy dreaming... sometimes i wonder if it is because i am too weak to strive for what i want in life... i do not have confident...

it seem weird that a introvert would always want to stand out in crowd to proof to other that he is not an introvert yet deep down it is so untrue...

even i dun understand this... i noe i am one who is like so... things dun work so well... after some time u forget who u r... and u lose confident...

bit by bit... drifting losing yourself...

i am lucky that i am a super positive emo person... okay quite contradicting but whenever i feel emo i just help to tell every1 and i will feel better haha... i am happy that such a invention call blog was created haha... ok feeling alot better liao :D